[Dorian's outburst pushes Toby to fight the loop of self-loathing, but it is far from easy. Still, he processes Dorian's words and realizes this really about his vampirism, about the things he's done in both this world and their home one.]

Then what am I to do? I've tried hiding it, and how many people know now?

[Kanaya, Abduxel, Drew, Sasha, Laurie, Elsa, Marceline, Chilton, Kitty, Lucifer... The fledglings, and possibly that Jeff guy who has his own show or whatever. Toby doesn't know much about him aside from that one conversation they'd had.]

All it would take to condemn me is for any one of them to breathe a single word to him...

[He shakes his head; everything feels hopeless.]