Maybe, but did you forget that Kanaya took the fledgling from us? She still disapproves. Sasha and Laurie drove me out, you know that. Marceline is hardly impressed, I hardly understand what she really wanted when confronting me. And then, Drew—
[Toby feels a sting in his heart, it's not unlike betrayal, and he fights his stupid feelings because he'd rather Drew not make good on his threat to kill him again.]
... I can't believe I actually thought I had feelings for him, because he's made himself perfectly clear that he wants nothing to do with me. I was so stupid.
[If only he'd trusted Dorian, believed him about the hostage situation. None of this would've happened...
He sighs and is really struggling to regain sense and composure.]
Whatever. Any of them may have reason enough, and then what? I might as well give myself over, I'll come back anyway...
inb4 finding out Drew outed Toby as a vampire
[Toby feels a sting in his heart, it's not unlike betrayal, and he fights his stupid feelings because he'd rather Drew not make good on his threat to kill him again.]
... I can't believe I actually thought I had feelings for him, because he's made himself perfectly clear that he wants nothing to do with me. I was so stupid.
[If only he'd trusted Dorian, believed him about the hostage situation. None of this would've happened...
He sighs and is really struggling to regain sense and composure.]
Whatever. Any of them may have reason enough, and then what? I might as well give myself over, I'll come back anyway...