[When Dorian teases about doing stupid things, Toby chuckles against him. Ah, Dorian... How very like him. Which is why Toby can't help worrying and wondering what Dorian's plan is. Sure, Dorian's saying he doesn't know what Toby should do; that doesn't mean he's not planning on doing something himself.
At any rate, Toby combats Drew's anger and hatred and rejection of everything that Toby is... by loving Dorian all the more, by giving himself a reason to exist, by reminding himself that even if the whole world rejects him, he is Dorian's heart's desire. Without that, Toby really has nothing left, as far as he's concerned.
Humming against Dorian,] Thank you... I love you, Dorian... More than anything... or anyone...
[Toby doesn't know that he could live without Dorian. Not anymore. Any and all thoughts of starting a new life without Dorian died when Drew cursed him with this bond.]
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At any rate, Toby combats Drew's anger and hatred and rejection of everything that Toby is... by loving Dorian all the more, by giving himself a reason to exist, by reminding himself that even if the whole world rejects him, he is Dorian's heart's desire. Without that, Toby really has nothing left, as far as he's concerned.
Humming against Dorian,] Thank you... I love you, Dorian... More than anything... or anyone...
[Toby doesn't know that he could live without Dorian. Not anymore. Any and all thoughts of starting a new life without Dorian died when Drew cursed him with this bond.]