[Silently, Toby considers his options and tries to sort himself out from the myriad of thoughts and emotions that simply won't go away.
His most prevalent thoughts are that Drew's life is ruined, and he's to blame for that. Kanaya had been right, hadn't she? That his behavior does, in fact, ruin the lives of others. The fledglings—four of them—and now, Drew.
And he liked Drew, truly. He'd thought there was a connection, but now that there actually is one, this bond they share, Toby doesn't know what he'd originally seen. Maybe Drew felt the same way about him, that everything was an illusion, that he'd somehow been tricked into seeing something that didn't exist.
He tries not to hurt. But perhaps it's because he hurts, perhaps it's because Drew wants Toby and everything that's happened between them to just disappear... Perhaps it's petty anger and disappointment that push Toby's decision.]
You're right. I think... I think I want justice. For what happened.
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His most prevalent thoughts are that Drew's life is ruined, and he's to blame for that. Kanaya had been right, hadn't she? That his behavior does, in fact, ruin the lives of others. The fledglings—four of them—and now, Drew.
And he liked Drew, truly. He'd thought there was a connection, but now that there actually is one, this bond they share, Toby doesn't know what he'd originally seen. Maybe Drew felt the same way about him, that everything was an illusion, that he'd somehow been tricked into seeing something that didn't exist.
He tries not to hurt. But perhaps it's because he hurts, perhaps it's because Drew wants Toby and everything that's happened between them to just disappear... Perhaps it's petty anger and disappointment that push Toby's decision.]
You're right. I think... I think I want justice. For what happened.