[If Drew could feel it—he probably could, since they each feel the other's extreme emotions at a distance—he probably is still angry and hateful, though not out of spite or jealousy. But the more Toby focuses on what Dorian does for him, to him, the less he notices or cares what Drew's feeling. Instead, Toby wants to fill his entire world with only Dorian, with the man whose heart yearns and desires him. For all the heartache between them, only Dorian has ever made Toby so happy; in fact, Dorian is the only reason Toby has learned to care about anything or anyone else.
Thankfully, there is nothing and no one else to care about right now. Only Dorian matters.
As he continues to kiss Dorian, to let Dorian have everything he wants, Toby's hand slides away from Dorian's back to fumble about at his bedside table and trying to grab some lube without pulling or turning away from Dorian. Meanwhile, he shudders in anticipation as Dorian's fingers trail over his skin, teasing him, before taking hold of his cock. Then, Toby can't help moaning into Dorian's mouth as Dorian begins working him.]
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Thankfully, there is nothing and no one else to care about right now. Only Dorian matters.
As he continues to kiss Dorian, to let Dorian have everything he wants, Toby's hand slides away from Dorian's back to fumble about at his bedside table and trying to grab some lube without pulling or turning away from Dorian. Meanwhile, he shudders in anticipation as Dorian's fingers trail over his skin, teasing him, before taking hold of his cock. Then, Toby can't help moaning into Dorian's mouth as Dorian begins working him.]