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Tobias "Toby" Matthews ([personal profile] hisheartsdesire) wrote 2015-12-08 03:37 am (UTC)

Well— [As Chilton frowns, Toby's expression becomes concerned, and then he ends up frowning as well. It's true, his bond with Drew does complicate things. He doesn't hear or know Drew's thoughts, but he does know the werewolf's emotions. When Toby doesn't or can't focus, it can become difficult to make out which ones are his own.]

I don't know. We don't hear or know each other's thoughts, don't know who or what each other's feelings are targeting—that I know of. I think. [After all, Drew mined the name of the first person who had killed Toby, Abduxel. Like usual, Toby would not mention who had done it.] But in that first week, in those first days, that screaming had come from his... Rage. Anger. Frustration. Hatred. Disgust. Only after I confronted him for making that post to the network was there another feeling like... when one wishes to obliterate something or simply make it stop existing. And I knew then, I knew that was about me, between words and feelings we exchanged, I just knew.

[The recollection is quite unpleasant, and Toby quickly shakes himself out of the feeling.] So, maybe. Maybe if the feeling or motivation is strong enough, but I don't suppose we've been through enough to uncover that just yet. Even if I ask, he's not entirely sure, either. A werewolf bond with a vampire doesn't appear to be a natural occurrence in his world.

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