After all this, I don't deserve to see you. Sorry.
[This would be so much easier if Dorian could actually be mad at him. Because then he wouldn't feel so stupid and ashamed as he does right now, for suspecting Dorian was with someone else and covering it up with excuses. What's worse, it bothers him that he wouldn't mind Drew having him again; in fact, he almost craves the heat and passion and attentiveness...]
Please understand. I don't want to ask too much of you. But I really need time and space to work this out.
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Sorry.
[This would be so much easier if Dorian could actually be mad at him. Because then he wouldn't feel so stupid and ashamed as he does right now, for suspecting Dorian was with someone else and covering it up with excuses. What's worse, it bothers him that he wouldn't mind Drew having him again; in fact, he almost craves the heat and passion and attentiveness...]
Please understand.
I don't want to ask too much of you.
But I really need time and space to work this out.