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[hisheartsdesire]

Tobias may one day learn to change the greeting on his voicemail. Until then, there's only the default.

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[brushoff]

You move on. You let it go, you move on, and you come back home.

[hisheartsdesire]

Maybe that's how you deal with it, Dorian.
But I don't think that I can.

[brushoff]

Well then find some other way of dealing with it! I miss you, Toby. I want to see you.

[hisheartsdesire]

After all this, I don't deserve to see you.
Sorry.

[This would be so much easier if Dorian could actually be mad at him. Because then he wouldn't feel so stupid and ashamed as he does right now, for suspecting Dorian was with someone else and covering it up with excuses. What's worse, it bothers him that he wouldn't mind Drew having him again; in fact, he almost craves the heat and passion and attentiveness...]

Please understand.
I don't want to ask too much of you.
But I really need time and space to work this out.

[brushoff]

[ He doesn't want to do this. Dorian does not want this to happen. So he just kind of stares at the camera before. ]

Okay. If you truly think you need it, then I'll...I'll give you that time and space. But I've still got your stuff! And I'm holding it hostage so that you'll have to come and see me sometime. [ he knows it sounds childish. But Dorian's tone of voice is so much more yearning, so much more pleading than simply petty childishness. ]

[hisheartsdesire]

Thank you.
And I'm sorry.

[brushoff]

Don't be.