Tobias "Toby" Matthews (
hisheartsdesire) wrote2015-11-08 06:56 pm
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Tobias may one day learn to change the greeting on his voicemail. Until then, there's only the default.
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She distrusts me and has shown little to no faith in my ability to change.
I tried to prove myself once by taking care of one of the fledglings.
And she took that one away from me after deeming me and my company inappropriate.
It's as if asking anything of her is a request to be spoonfed.
I have no idea how to approach her, let alone what sort of help to ask for.
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maybe i can ask her?
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If you do, I don't want her thinking I put you up to it.
She thinks me pathetic enough as it is.
Frankly, I don't blame her.
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Thank you.
But you're probably one of the few who actually feels that way.
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we didnt understand or know what was going on
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Somehow, I just thought things would be different here.
Maybe in a new world, I could start over with a new life.
I was scared, too. I didn't know how to tell you about what I am.
Not that it really matters now.
I can't change what happened between us or how it happened.
So there's really no point in worrying about it.
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[ She can sort of understand that. ]
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I might as well keep at it, is all.
[Not that anything good seems to come of his efforts, so he thinks.]
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i need to go now tobias
but i hope you take care?
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I will.
Thank you for this.